I wasn't ready,I wasn't prepared,not for this
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even though it's what I want,even need
I drank a whole bottle to be numb,forget the mere thought of you....
all I got is a head ache,vulgar flavors rising from my belly....
I can't unlive you,my soul will not allow it
I can't undo you from my heart, like I prayed I would be able...too
to do so would be the happiness ,happiness as i caressed...spooned you
as close to me as my own skin....breathing your breath in greed...your scent
the smell of us is the only desire I seek now....this spell you have bewitched
my absolute existence with....you plague my being.....i must burn through
this to posses you...the only real sustenance I ever need. You nourish every thing
in me with your touch...a simple word,that smile that leaves me naked,defenseless
damn it! I fear this vulnerability ....this happiness that unshielded all of me to you,you...
i have not felt like this for what seems like forever.
I have never once considered your risk in this....overwhelmed
with my own jadedness .... I guess I should just close my eyes
and open my hand .... will you come to me ?
I taste those memories as I drift to sleep... I sigh
somewhere in my panic you managed to throw you arms around me
your flesh so scented...female, I would tare through brick walls to get to you...
turn my own heart inside out.
I scream out ,howl the emptiness
being over flowed by emotions
that I'm not use to...use to..... umm.
I know it's been said more times than I can express
I'm the night and you are day,the sun
overwhelming with joy
I will serve you,
till I am slayed by your hand
my lady,my love
my darkness never fades you