REMEMBER. YOU CANT SPELL SEXUAL ASSAULT WITHOUT USING TSA!
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Anyone who has experienced or viewed and were affected by sexual violence on any level contact me if you can.
I fully understand the silence, shame, lack of full memory, humiliation and fear.
If any of the criminal sexual sadism information provided by the FBI on this site(link below) resonates with anyone please contact me.
I am seeking to compile personal accounts, comments and ideas from those who know, empathize and give a fuck about sexual/spiritual connection, recovery and health.
Recently reconnecting with an old high school friend, Rick Mccall from Knappa, Oregon, I was confronted with the fact I was gang raped while a high school student at Knappa High School.
Though I have no memory of this, I have been re-experiencing the trauma in ways as if it just happened.
Layers and waves of realization.
I am now forced to accept my own blood’s blame for these things happening to me.
Recently speaking with my paternal grandmother she told me I brought this on myself. She ended up screaming, growling like when I would let her speak harsh or shame me further or blame me…she was cold and cruel and malicious finally hanging up on me because I kept interrupting her attempts to intimidate me with her manner of harsh speech..
This may be because I am the first and only to confront her only male child regarding his position within all this as my father, the closest man to me during childhood.
This sexual assault is one of many in my lifetime; I will not be continuously blamed or shamed by anyone for this.
These experiences were tolerated and enabled by family members who now are trying to maliciously keep my child and I from communicating as we have the natural right to do.
End sexual sadism, nazi-like malicious, irrational eg0-based racism, homophobia, sexism and religious fanaticism in our own blood; end sociopathic behavior of perpetrators of psychological terrorism-the source of all violence-in our homes.
War begins in the family; fuck their mindfuck.
Fuck their sexual sadism and self loathing.
We are all whored for the dollar sign.
Fuck the tyrant in your home.
Fuck familia dictatorship.
My father is a liar; the day before certain events bringing into our private family affairs I was finally able to confront my father for the first time.
I said, “You are a cock-obsessed gay-hater who doesnt give a fuck about the sexual health and well-being of boys and girls around you.”
The next day, welcome the department of Human Suffering maliciously involved with our family ‘conflict resolution’ process. WTF.
Get back to me if you are real-no robots, no sadists(too spiritually ill for the team:) no resentment or haters-only those more prone towards compassion welcome to attempt communica.