Just a looser. That exactly what I am. I am trying to trace reasons behind this fact; but useleslly. one reason might be Iam so passionate. second might be rush; whenever I see a chance to improve my life; I take it immediatly. then it proves to be false.
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I work hard, so hard indeed, and beleive someday one Golden Cloud will stop on my head; this day never comes. one day, one of my step brother's freinds called me to work for him and assist in his project. may promises he gave me. I worked for two months, got nothing but promises. something in my heart said to me he is lier, but I prefered to follow his promises to end. then he gave the position to another person not half qualified like me, because he accepted less salary. once a man sent me an email; said he is lookign for translators online and will pay USD 25 for a page I agreed, I did four jobs for him, I got nothing till now.
Am I a silly person? or just a looser? I don't know. why should I meet only false persons? or life is just like that?
I feel so bad. even my faith started to be worse everyday.
I wish I am not so good heart as I am in fact, just to discover how should I protect myself from false people who don't keep their words and promises.
I hate myself; that is all