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She wanted him
Loved him at first glance
This man of goodness
It is to sad his heart is taken
I want him, my soul is shaken

We made love three times
On the hard floor of an office
Leaving comfort to be desired
Women come easy for him
As men come easy for me
For me this was different
All the pieces fit
Except he missed his lost love
The one that got away

I wish that he loved me
I wish that he wanted me
I wish that I could have him
I am not good enough
Not pure, I am tainted I assume
A Madonna/Whore Complex he must have

His lost love was perfect
I could never compare to her
He says he still dreams of her
He is staying single to be free
Just in case she should divorce

Damn those, in this state
Love lost, is no great feat to overcome
Can he?
My love, my darling
If I cannot have him, I shall stay by him
As a friend maybe
His heart is only half full
For she is clutching the rest
With her resistance to love him again
See he cheated on her, but now regrets it
He would do anything to have her back

Yet, where does this leave me?
Am I just his play toy?
A pawn to move as he wishes
Should I back away from this man?
I can't, I can't
I'll just wait and see what happens
He and I in this new love game
Damnit can I make him love me?

When he said he loved her still
Then I knew I had no chance
To only be with him alone
For him to love me back
Was only a wish
I can never be her
She can never be me
I will just exist in his world
And receive his kindness

Love is such a sick beast
Tearing at you
Beating you
And you enjoy it somehow
Why?

Ah, love what you do to me
Pity me, for I am love's fool tonight






------
Cynthia R. Yildirim

*~Love is the hidden element~*

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