I could spend all day beating my head against the wall
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Over big things
Continue to wake up
In middle of the night in a cold sweat
My best bet
Would be to stay low under the gossip's radar
Mommie knew I played rough
So beating my head against the wall was nothing new
Something she did know was that I sobbed
And so did she
But it was not for me
Mom never had tears for me
She was always too selfish for that
But Iíll show her
I fold, stuff, sealed and the licked the envelope
Mailed to one way no return address to fate
All it read was:
Since you never seemed to care and never wanted me here to begin with then I save you trouble.
I want to die without struggle mommie. I want to go out like a man mommie. Something you never wanted mommie.
I want a perfect death with no snags. I want know that you suffer though. With my last thought I will smile mommie.
Your only son
I could bang my head against the wall and make no progress. I could fight a thousand year war with mommie and get no
Honor. I wish I could kiss mommie before I said good-bye. The whirlpool is around my feet mommie. I'm being swept away.
I wish I could have counted on you mommie. Why you letting death take me away? I really needed you mommie and you put me away.
Why couldn't you just love me mommie? Just for one day?
Mommie can you hear me? I'm dead now mommie. Are you happy now mommie? I'm gone
Forever now mommie. Be happy mommie. I wonít be bothering you any time soon mommie.