My body, my eyes, my hands..
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all beg equally for sin and more so for forgiveness.
With each second glance... i wince, but long for more.
In every touch lies disgust and rapture.
I fear, the tear in the center of me... is threatening to rip me apart.
When I sleep, when im not alone, wrapped up in some stranger...
My dreams destroy me... my dreams of being a man.
All of that ambition to be something worth holding fast to.
It all trickles away... dripping down my body,
chilling me to sweat.
When I wake, entangled in some sort of hazy night before,
I never know if its nausea, or butterflies.
My body is powerless, weak and shameless.
A lack of honor surrounds me. engulfs me at the heart.
Changes me to another fiend.
Unwillingly i pray...
i beg for amnesty, something to take me away from chaos.
But this feeling... this warm acceptance, as much as it destroys my light..
I've never been more fulfilled. I've never been closer to the bottom.
and lover, each time i slip closer, it looks even more beautiful.