Yeah, I really hate those. And everyday is one of them. And now I have figured out that being at school depresses me. Not fro the same reason other people say it depresses them, but my own way. For the past two years I went to a different school, a new middleschool and a new highschool. Both years were totally fun, and I got used to knowing new faces every day, and now that I am back at the school I was at last year, I know everyone.
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Except for the little freshmen, but let's not go there, they depress me even more though. But now, all I am left with are memories. just stupid memories.
And if I could have, I would have gone to the highschool where my sister goes, I only know about six people there. And there are more 'real' people, I think. And everyone I knew in middleschool goes there and now I'm all alone in my highschool. Yes, I have friends in my classes, but it's not the same. It's just not. I have nothing to look forward to in the day or at home, well, except for being home, heh.
Or maybe this is me learning to have a life outside of school? Because the people I hang out with at school really don't mean a thing to me (and this statement is made with the knowledge that I don't have any classes with my best friend at school).
I think at this moment I am becoming depressed and I am keeping things from my sister, who I ususally tell everything to. But now she doesn't care if I tell her or not because I said if I wanted to do something 'bad' I would do it regardless of what she says. Which means that she really doesn't care. And I'm keeping stuff from everybody, I thought I would only do that as an experiment, but it got out of hand.
I wanted to tell Robert something, but I couldn't neither of us can speak that long so it really doesn't matter, I guess. Even though I once said that I'd always be honest with him, and now I can't and there just too much crap and I'm going to have a nervous breakdown really soon.
Hmmmm, nevermind it all, just screw it.
Mad monkey fling poo!