Here I am
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Wondering what to do next.
As I think
I continue to become depressed
Because my mind won't give some things a rest.
Now I realize
Happiness doesn't last long
Just like love it withers away.
Leaving the feeling
Of resentment, sorrow, anger, and distress
But that's just a price you pay.
Like a rollercoaster
My emotions goes up and down
Finally it reached its last ride.
Should I stay or get off?
Should I go try another ride?
Here I am
Staring at my bedroom's wall
Thinking of what tomorrow will bring.
Will it be
Happiness or sadness?
Will it be more burden or sorrow?
Staring at my wall
Not a tear drop
Not a sound was made, except the beating of my heart.
No words left my lips
I sat there like a statue
The outside world did not exist.
Alone in the room
Was me and my pain
Staring each other in the eye.
Will I move on and let the pain heal?
Or will I continue to feel like I am?
Erica R. Lindsey aka Windsong [got married in '08]