No, I told you what you wanted to hear so,
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What the fuck do you want from me now?
Had to lie about what I felt just to make
Even though it hurt me
But did you care?
All you wanted was your security
Didn't matter if that meant sacrificing me
Oh yeah that may seem selfish to you but
You were the only one I had to love
We were supose to make some kind of life together
And where are you now?
Off sniffing coke...things to make you numb to
Just to forget me?
Just as well as you that you lie to yourself
As much as I do
But the thing with you is
You don't know reality from your fucked up haze
Dazed out and shattered
What's the matter?
Is this too much for you?
Am I supose to feel sorry now?
Watch and shower you in empathy?
Is that how it's supose to be when
All eyes are turned to you?
And not me?
Because if that's the case you've got something else coming
Because...I could give a shit less what you think
NOW I am trying to push you to your limit
To make to think
All the fucked up things you did to me
And would have done if I stayed
And how you're going to feel without me
How you'll be just as lost
I'll let you figure it out on your own
You said something like
"I didn't leave you...you left me?"
It's funny though because
I felt the bullet through my heart
And I could have sworn
That it was you who pulled the trigger
Having everything you ever wanted is nice, Having everything you need dreamed of is better.