I have been blacklisted, exiled
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shoved into the dark pit of nothingness
for the price of my tounge
for the price of my honesty
for the price of my heart
what could i do to fix what i have broken
what could i do to turn back the tables of time
what would make things better again
if you can give me an answer, i'll do my best
if there was a way to explain it all i would
if there was a way to make it understood
if there was a way to undo what i do
if there was a way to make me stop loving you
i would take back everything that i've said
take away the blackness refill the red
i would climb the largest mountain, swim to the farest shore
to prove to you that i am not a whore
the pain i am feeling i do not know
any words or actions that could even show
how deeply i'm bleeding, how i feel so low
i want to be with you
i want to be away
you want me to go
you want me to stay
if emotions are people, and i think that they are
then distance won't matter, be it near or far
my love feels like poison, burning a whole in my heart
for i wonder if we'll ever be anything, other than apart.
[[ This is a poem, created on the ends of tears. If the someone comes across this at one point, then I hope he understands; at least a fragment that I am going through with everything that has been happening. I hope that he can see that his friendship, means more than any of the words I could ever write. Not that he'll ever read this, but I want it known.]]
If I did it...I didn't mean to.
If I hurt you...I didn't mean to.
If I left you...I didn't mean to.
If I scared you...I didn't mean to.
If I loved you...I didn't mean to.