If I could speak to you… In words you’d understand
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Would it matter if I was pretty
Would it matter if I was bland
If I knew the words to make you happy
Could I take it all and disappear.
If I was beautiful to you … would it make you mad?
Would you see me any different?
Could you see me like I said?
If I could get dawn to hurry - - I could get along with my day.
Smelling of you in the morning –
It’s such a confusing fucking way
To spill my hearts ingredients … in such a horrific way.
If only things were different now –
I’d not said those words to you.
If only I could unbreak this heart - - I’d do the same for you.
Turn back the table - - make you happy again
Turn away this affection - - this painful sin.
To fall in love is a twisted sickness
And it pains lovers every day
To live, and love .. and live again
All in the same merry day.
If I knew all I know now...then. I'd have still made the same mistakes - - because I wouldn't believe myself.