As I stand on this cliff contemplating My fate.
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To frightened to jump but more frightened to stay .
Why am I here? Why have you pushed me to this.
I remember when we meet our lifeís were so free.
Why did you start drinking? Why did our love turn to hate?
I looked in a mirror to see what I had become and only a Stranger looked out at me.
The wretch I have become canít continue to be.
How can I stop him. To proud to ask for help too weak to say no.
Iam a shadow of me drifting through a world of pain and hate.
Why did fate do this ? Why did you hurt me so?
You claim that you love me you twisted monster.
The pain you have caused me have left me empty and hollow.
Your jealousy drove all those loved me away.
I was once so free but am now in chains as hard as steel.
Why did you hit me ? Why did you rape me ?
This should be a time of joy and a time of light.
But instead darkness covers my soul and corrupts the goodness inside.
I have to be strong there now a child inside me .
It will never know the hate and fear you can cause.
Why did I not leave you earlier? Why did I allow this to be?
You will not hurt me again .you will not choose my fate.
You donít own me and you can never control me again
You will not have this child to mould in your imagine.
You hate will not be continued through me.
Why? Why god ? Why?
As I step from this cliff I feel like a bird for the first time in years I know I am free.
As the earth rushes up I guess its time to say goodbye