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Pain deep within a forbidden heart
Thoughts wrapped around a moment
Tightening their fatal grip upon the mind
Emptiness flowing and filling my reality
I keep on smiling, walking, living ... barely.
Suffocating comes the inexplicable sorrow
Tearing without mercy, churning and burning
Torturing an already vulnerable, confused mind
Frustration fills the void with meaningless nothing
I keep on smiling, walking, living ... how?
I'm doing fine, everything's going great, yeah.
I'm happy, I have friends, I'm moving forward.
-I'm empty, I have no meaning, no passion.
I'm lost, can't find the reasons, or the way-
I keep on smiling, walking, living ... why?
No reasons behind this counterfeit life
-What? Why? Where? Who? How? When?-
No answers come however frantic the plea
A devouring coldness stirs from within
It chills my soul, stills my sad tears.
What is wrong with me am I sick?
Tears fall, skin crawls and it's all wrong.
This world is no longer a place I belong
Alien to me in this world I am fake
Am I fake or this world? Where is my world?
~ Definately wrote this one late september, I know this because I felt fake a few weeks into going to my new College. ~
Give me a reason to love life
Prove to me happiness is real
Show me the undying light of hope
And I will cast away the darkness.