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I wonder why I have to be trapped in a youth body when I am not a youth, when I am not a child. Why do I have to be tortured with the fact that I am a living anachronism? I am not ment to be like this. There are grey hairs already. Theyíre agreeing with me, even if no one has yet done the same. My mind is a labyrinth. I build the walls with the things I leave to stew. I build the walls to forget that I am stuck as an innocent who isnít mentally innocent. I am knowing of whatís happening. I realize that there is ignorance and that there is no real innocence to the world anymore. I am aware that morals were raped and muredered from our world and thus I am raped of my sweet thoughts about others. Itís a shame that I have to wait to be able to teach my children lessons I have learned already. Itís a shame that I have to wait to fully love the man of my dreams, but I will wait. I will not let myself be tainted because that is the fashion. I will not poison myself with absenth because I have times of lacking creativity. I will not silver my skin with heroin and I will not powder my nose with coke. I will not believe in love until I have married the one who promises it. I have seen those who have fallen around me. I have seen them and those they affect rot inside. Iíve seen them break their necks because they did not see that the water was shallow. I am old. I am elder in an adolessant. Let me live like I should be. Donít let me be a girl anachronism. Let me be the thirty year old woman I yern to be.

"Dream the crow black dream."

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