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I am the lost girl, unwanted from a teen
My real mom had sex to early, she couldnt handle me
I don't blame her I may have went to that myself
Being taken away from my mother was a real hell
I just remember being three and clutching on to my doll
yelling behind "mommy I dont want to go" They packed my bags and they said it was a good call
So now im running from foster homes, sometimes i slip through the cracks
Sometimes they try to find me, sometimes they dont even keep track
I've been homeless, yes the sidewalks were my home
I feel bad but i do have some blame on my mother, I hang upw hen she calls me on the phone
I understand the decisions that she made happened when she was young
But she admitted im a mistake she forgot to use a condom
I do not know who my father is, neither does she
She just got a new boyfriend so i dont know which one it'll be
I wont bother getting DNA tests the man doesnt even know my name
It wouldnt be worth my time or struggle its not worth the games
My life isn't right because of my moms stupid mistake called me
I have been arrested, please people dont resort to weed
My mother sends me money but I send it back
I dont know how she got it, it could be stolen yea thats my mom thats a fact
I know she tried so hard to raise me for them 3 years
But she screwed me up, I probably cant get a good career
My mind is to busy thinking over things
Thinking over stuff like what the future brings
I was an abused child I even have the scars to show
But mom, I have to say I forgive you dont ask me why because i dont know
I forgive you for your sins that you used against me
I forgive you for the foster homes, just get help and you'll see
We can be happy together, please mom I want a stable home
But you have to show responsibility and none of this you've shown
I want to have a mother that I can talk to about the guy who sat next to me on the bus
I want us to go through a day without using a word of cus
So mother I forgive you, for all what youve done to me
I'm old enough to know now that forgiveness is what you need to recieve
So coming from this mistake
Get help take me back, and show me love for goodness sake!

------
Maestroe


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by Maestroe

thanks
Thank you so much, i've never had a comment like that before! anyone can add em on msn rappers_d_lite@hotmail.com and again thank you

( Posted by: maestroe [Member] On: March 17, 2004 )

out standing
well this is like many families, if we dont lie..You are really blessed that you still have such a heart as to see, we all make mistakes, some like me greater then others, but its a yoke that needs to be broken, I for one can only rely on the Lord now to unleash,me and my seed from our family not serving each other,the golden rule.which is uncondtional love...do in to others.....I can see that you are special in his eyes,,,why else would you have had so much happen to deter your path.

( Posted by: CoCo [Member] On: April 23, 2004 )





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