It Never Leaves You

It's hard for me to admit that I agree with Catharine Mackinnon on much of anything, as her falsified reputation preceeds her, however she had a number of things right, in my opinion. She gave me the first real definition of feminism that I could agree with-- A feminist is a person of any sex, ...read more

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August 2005

My life has never been this way; the sudden escape from everything I have ever known save 1, somehow translated to the quick detachment from every pain I have ever known. Any fear I have ever had has been subdued, any abuse is absent. The best case scenario has happened, and for once I have proved ...read more

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July 2005

July has stretched on as one long day might; I see and speak to the same people each day, for hours, and I've never been happier. I always thought that given the option I would surround myself with only the people I loved, and for the last few weeks I've been granted that. I have had no physical ...read more

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June 2005

A quick update, I suppose, on my life and my absence.

Preparing for college has been overwhelming. It has made me feel, once again, juvenile and helpless and somewhat empty. My writing seems to be reflecting that. I have enrolled in my courses- 19 hours of mostly Gen Ed and a ...read more

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may 2005

Much has happened recently, and I've been hiding from this place.

As of friday I have been admitted to the University of Oklahoma at Norman. I will be graduating from highschool a year early to attend. I have had more than enough lectures on why I'm missing out on the wonders of ...read more

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Defintion of Cacaphony

My mind is amess with different things I'm thinking, and they're fighting. I've decided to write it out here, as to restrain each thought to its proper cage before euthanizing the rabid bastards.

So, the thought list (I'm a compulsive list-maker)

1. There's poetry in ...read more

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When I grow up...

I've always been a driven child, resenting children with driven parents, imagining what it would be like to have soccer monday, art tuesday, ballet wednesday, theatre thursday... I've grown up into a driven teen, and that's left me with a lot of questions. I'm graduating a year early, I've hit ...read more

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